To whom it may concern,
This will be the only post on the matter.
I guess I am at fault for trusting you and believing that you had changed. You seemed to care about me, and at first put a lot of effort into making sure I felt that way. However, once caught, you gradually lost interest in keeping up the good work. Instead of feeling cared for, I felt neglected and used. It also seemed like you were ashamed of me.... since I was never able to meet anyone important in your life.
Still.... I wish for your happiness. I hope that you find what you are looking for, and that you treat the next one with greater kindness than you showed me toward the end. I never asked for much from you.... I just wanted you to be honest, keep your word, and keep the plans that we made.
I will miss you. You were the only one who ever checked in on me to make sure I was ok, or ask how my day was. Sometimes there were days when I wouldn't hear from you.... but even after you experienced some great losses in your life, you still did your best to be consistent. I will feel a little lost without that communication. But I am strong and I will get over it.
Thank you for your companionship when I needed it the most....in the beginning. I really thought things would be different this time. But I will chalk it up to experience and hope for something better in the future.
I will always care about you, but this is the end of our story.
Bye Ray.
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